As1

Dim lights
with your body you roll over
next to me..
hearing your breath,
as you kiss my ears.
With passionate sigh,
i respond with a bite on my lips.
your hands caress my body
as you say 'soft' I give in.
turned around and got on top.
as I kiss your neck.
I hear you breathing deeply.
with your hands you caress my back;
as I passionately touch your neck,
shoulders,
arms,
and make my way.
towards bliss we both anticipate.
I glide my body against yours,
as you roughly pull my hair back.
to the music i hear,
to the walls i see shadows.
two bodies enjoying somewhat a fantasy.
agressively turned me around.
with your soft lips making their way..
from the back of my neck,
to my shoulders,
to my spine.
As I fantasize about what's next.
you surprise me.
With a free flowing play.
leading towards and exciting climax.
we connect as one,
with passion and desire.
with lust.
as we go on, and on,
and on for longer.
passion heating up much stronger.
until we both feel the satisfaction.
and lay next to each other..
as one.

Sex is Like Music to Your ears..

I have yet to make my own genre for a group of songs that I classify as good 'sex' songs.. lyrically, and with reality of course.

I am thinking of calling them the LoveSex Genre, and this genre includes songs such as:

Sex therapy -robin thicke
bed - j holiday
trading places - usher
signs of love making - tyrese
naked - marques houston
high - james blunt
how does it feel - d'angelo
sex with you - marques houston
under - pleasure p
birthday suit - pleasure p
i invented sex - trey songz


will continue to add songs to this list.



amazing.

Not him, But you!

Why is it that I always end up liking the douchey type, when a true gentleman is parading right in front of me.


I guess challenges are my thing now. I used to fall for the guys who like me, but I guess I am growing up because I do not see the true guy that's right in front of me, and instead I seek attention from the one (or two) that are nowhere to be found.


What is it about attraction that we fall for it so easily. With the world today, alcohol and bars are such influential places. What is it about alcohol and the hype of the bar scene that makes us more 'attractive?'

For example, a man and a woman are undoubtedly attracted to each other, while intoxicated. The next thing you know, they never talk after taht. In los angeles, where being single and casual is the thing to be, it's tough to find people who are more sincere than a one-night-hookup. Almost everyone in this town are in it for the good time, free drinks, or free sex.

It's a sickening thought that good looking men know they are good looking and they take advantage of it to the full extent. It also sucks that women have to be superficial to be noticed. Where did manners and morals go? out the door in Los Angeles. Cant trust anyone. Everyone is plastic, and flaky.


Most people ive met in LA are not even from LA. theyre from every other states out there, just got caught up in the LA single vibe. Casual dating sucks around here, not that I need a man to complete me, but it's impossible to go meet a guy who's not up for a one time hook up. in the past two months (since me and jared broke up), i have casually met 7 guys, none of them is the serious kind. But I already kinda knew all of these. I wouldnt be able to meet mr wonderful in this crazy town.

But why is it that we long for those we cannot have? the saying is def true. it's that feeling of "oh i hope this goes further than just tonight." but the next day you dont even hear from them. Should one quit and give up her morals to fit in the city? or Should one stick to them even if theyre not the norm? it's very confusing. I guess being young in a town like Los Angeles, im bound to make mistakes. Hopefully these mistakes will make me a better person, and hopefully I will learn from them..

as for now, im sticking to my rule. flake once and your out the door.
LOL